Ok, so I figured it's about time that I update this thing. Thank you everyone for your prayers and encouragement. Grandma's funeral was actually not all that bad. There were some moments that were definitely heartbreaking, but for the most part it was a celebration of her life instead of just mourning her death. We did a lot of reminiscing, a lot of laughing, and a little drinkin in her honor (honestly that's the only reason I did it...ask me about that sometime) which is what I think she would have wanted. Anyway...it's still been an emotional roller coaster over the last week which is to be expected, but the outlook for the near future isn't really much better. Lots of financial issues have come about this week...I'm getting screwed for the month of December...great timing isn't it? Anyway...now that I'm back all I'm doing is working 9-5 Monday through Friday...that's it. I really need to get a life. In all honesty...I'm in a spiritual pitfall right now. I don't really have a desire to go to church...I haven't spent any time in the word except to look for something to say at my Grandma's funeral. I'm not praying. I'm having doubts about going to seminary. And I'm falling deep back into a sin that I thought I was climbing my way out of. That's the short of it. So I could use a little prayer with all that.

On the bright side...Roomiestar has a date tomorrow. (ow ow) ;) I'd like to send out some congrats to her. I'm really excited for her, and I hope things work out. She definitely deserves a guy that will treat her the way she deserves to be treated...and if he doesn't...I'll kill him. Just kidding. ;) I've been trying to be optimistic thinking that my Prince Charming will come along very soon just like we hoped it would happen...but I don't believe it at all. I need to lose about 60 pounds first.

Yay for mood swings within a single blog entry. Y'all probably think I've lost my mind. Well, I'm gonna go because we have to make a Meijer run. Later.

Pepto