Boredom
Ok, so I'm stuck at work without anything to do until my boss gets back. She was expecting to be back nearly an hour ago but has yet to arrive, so I thought I would journal to pass the time.
So I have come to realize that I really am emotionally unstable. It's getting to an unhealthy level so I think I might try to make an appointment with a Psychiatrist or something. I won't go into detail on what all made me realize, just know that I've been a walking mood swing over the last couple days. Yes, there are plenty of reasons why I could be so moody: the holidays, stress of hosting dinner, PMS among other things, but I think it's just getting out of hand. Yes, there is a whole lot that is being left unsaid, but for good reason. There's just no need to get everyone involved in the situation.
On the brighter side, I get to hang out with my old friend Spicy Chicken this evening. We're going out for dinner and a movie, so that will be fun. I haven't been able to just hang out with her in about 4 months or so. We used to almost be like twins...we looked quite a bit alike, we had the same kind of personality, we were both single, etc. etc. Then she started dating someone and got engaged and it all changed. That's ok though, friendships change...I need to keep that in mind whever I start thinking a friendship is going to end. True friendships never end, they just evolve.
I am so stinking bored right now. If she's not back very soon, I'm gonna leave anyway. At least I'm getting paid to be here. I have really nice hands and feet. I've gotten compliments on my feet before but I was just looking at my hands and noticed how nice they are too. I got a sweater for Christmas...it's one of those deals that looks like a sweater with a button-up shirt underneath it, but it's just one shirt...I really like that style. I think I'll try to find some more like this. Why does fruitcake still exist? I don't know anyone that likes it. You know what's funny...the fruitcake lady on Jay Leno...she's hilarious. If you ever get to watch her, please do. I thought about going to the gym today...yeah right. Who am I kidding? I really do want to try to get into a routine when the quarter starts, but it's going to be hard because I'll be really really busy. I've decided that I like playing board games. We've been playing them more recently at the house, and I enjoy them. I never really got to play them much when I was a kid because I was pretty much an only child and my parents would never play with me. Except Trivial Pursuit...I actually won quite often which is good for someone so young.
Ok, well it's 2 o'clock, so I'm gonna punch my timecard and go home. I hope you all enjoyed my random ramblings, and I'll be seeing ya.
God bless!
Pepto
posted by Pepto at 10:46 AM
5 Comments:
You crack me up. I'll have to check out your hands and feet next time I see you...Yes, I've seen the fruitcake lady and she's hilarious!
On the psychiatrist topic, if you're really having some trouble, it might do you good to talk to someone professional...even just a psychologist. I've been there and done that. Ain't nothing wrong with that! We all have our problems and things we need help dealing with.
Sorry work was so boring for you, but as you said, at least you got paid for updating your journal! :)
Love ya and hang in there!
p.s. I went to Agape Counseling center in Centerville if you want to check it out. They're a christian organization.
2:13 PM
Hey!!! Good to talk to you today! If you feel that someone professional can help you, I say go for it. Remember that they will not be biased, so you will get a real neutral answer!!!! It might not be want you want to hear, but at least no one will be tipping the scale either way! I would recommend a Christian counseling center or something of that nature. At least they will have some of the same morals and ethics that you have!
I LOVE your ramblings!!!! The fruitcake lady is NUTS! I keep wondering if she really is a grandmother because I would DIE if my grandmother acted like that!!!! I'm not a feet person, but I'll check out your hands next time I see ya! Hope the movie was fun....which one did you go see? Lots of Love!
4:56 PM
I guess the random rambling thing is becoming the "in" thing. I got a good giggle out of reading yours. I never saw the fruitcake lady, but did you see the Christmas juggler? Wow...I'll send you guys the clip later.
About the psychiatrist...go see a psychologist first (agape is great and they use a sliding scale). They will talk to you more and you'll actually get tools to use to help yourself through difficult situations, whereas, in my experience, the psychiatrist tends to want to prescribe meds first and never listen (as opposed to listen later). HTH!
Much love!
5:30 PM
I have to echo everyone else....I think it is perfectly acceptable...and not out of reach to consider going to see a psychologist...and my sister went to Agape too! After all you have been through in the past few months/weeks....I think it is a good idea! I love ya but don't always know what to say!!!
Huh...I will have to check out your hands and feet too...you crack me up!
Love ya!!!!
6:38 PM
Sounds like Agape is the same as LSS (Lutheran Social Services) and is income based. As a college student there is probably a counselor at the school too. Absolutely nothing wrong with it...I've been seeing one for about 16 months and see how normal I am?! *head twitches to one side* Happy Holidays!
11:05 AM
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