Grind
That's kinda what my life feels like right now, a grind. I'm tired. I haven't been packing or anything lately, but I'm just tired. I don't know if it's boredom from the same daily routine, my hormones from PMSing or depression or what. I can't seem to have any energy. I'm still not done unpacking, we haven't really started to decorate the apartment, and we still need to put the porch swing back together. All of that stuff really bothers me, but I just don't have the energy to do it by the time I get home from work. Those of you who have those 9-5 kind of jobs, I don't know how you do it. I honestly think I was much more active and energetic when I was at school until 8 or 9 at night. So if y'all could pray for me, I'd really appreciate it.
In other news, it has now been a week and I have yet to hear from Toolman. I've given up on it, and I just don't care anymore. I mean...I do care, it upsets me a bit, but I'm not going to mope about it. I'm just gettin on with my boring routine life. I'm also still in a financial bind because my financial aid has still not gone through. Wright State sucks! And yes, it is a Wright State problem, not a federal problem. So yeah, I need some prayers there. So maybe the combination of all this stuff has made me really moody. I've been flat out mean lately, and I'm not exactly sure why. I'm hoping it's just PMS, but I guess I'll find out within the next week.
So enough of my griping, I'm gonna go do homework and go to bed. Peace out ladies!
God bless.
Pepto
posted by Pepto at 7:16 PM
4 Comments:
So sorry things aren't going well. Are you taking vitamins??? That will help lots with the energy, and since you are working regular, make sure you eat breakfast. I find that I am more tired in the day when I don't eat breakfast.
You have lots of things on your plate now, praying things work out for the good.
See ya Saturday!!
10:51 PM
Sorry that you are in a rut right now! That is no fun!!! Praying that everything works out SOON for financial aid. That will help get a load off your mind!!
Sometimes when we have SO much to do...like the unpacking and all that...it is easy to just get overwhelmed and not feel like doing any of it. I get that way sometimes. Just try to set daily SMALL goals for yourself. Like, today, I will unpack one box or I will hang up one picture. Pretty soon, you will have it all done and you will feel better about it!
Hang in there and don't let it all get to you too much!!! And about Toolman...give him a bit more time. He is probably trying to get settled into a routine of his own at home.....that isn't always easy!!!!
Love ya...and praying for you! Feel like I haven't seen you forever! Sorry I just waved at you on Sunday...we were on a fast track to get home and get everything ready for the baby shower.
Love ya!
5:19 AM
I'm sorry things suck for you lately. I understand about waiting on financial aid. Hubby's had to deal with the same thing through WSU. Try going through that AND working full time AND supporting a family and a baby. Talk about sucking! :)
You'll get the apartment together, just don't stress yourself out about it so much! Like Missy said, just do a little at a time! Hope things get better! Love ya!
5:41 AM
Oh Pepto....I'm so sorry about your funk. I know that the whole money situation sucks. I've been there/done that and it's just not fun...and it usually IS the school....that is what I came to find out. Just stay on their butts....and I mean EVERY day. That is the only way to get their attention. Whoever screams the loudest, gets the attention at that time.
Don't give up on Mr. Toolman yet. Remember, he is getting into his working groove AND living back with his parents. That has got to be killing him!!!! The first year you do that it is hard....trust me. So, don't give up....pray that God tells you what to do. He might be thinking that you left him too....no calls or e-mails??!?!? Remember...he is a little younger and new at this! LOL!
And I know what you mean about your house not being "fixed". I would stay up for days straight just to fix it up and then be so exhausted that I wouldn't do anything. Baby steps....as much as you might hate that ('cuz I do) it might help you out. Like, tonight put the swing together so you can get away from your room! Oh....did you find out about the water?
Okay, off my soapbox. I hope that you have a wonderful Wednesday! I'll see ya Saturday....with a DVD, right? LOL!!!!!!
Lots of Love and Prayers!
6:54 AM
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